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[30 Apr 2008|01:37pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I got an internship! HOORAY!

that is all

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happiness [07 Apr 2008|06:10pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Pretty! Yay!

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Ahhhhhhhhh Freak out! [21 Feb 2008|01:30pm]
[ mood | TIRED ]

This entry is kinda like a mini rant!

I am SO TIRED OF COLLEGE! I am so beyond busy this semester it's insane! I am tired allllllllll the time, I have no time to eat sleep or think hardly! I am taking 18 credit hours which is a lot but not too bad in of itself BUT....when all you have is group project after group project PLUS a job PLUS your sorority you start to go nuts!

I am taking 4 Comm classes and so I give at least three speeches a week and I am so burnt out on it!

My pledge event for Epsilon Sigma Alpha is tonight and I will be so glad when it's over because planning this beast has been HECK

I hate being in a bad mood and always being stressed out and I cannot wait for spring break to come/graduation!

I passed the writing comp test whoo hooo! So after this semester my minor will be done so all I have to do is finish up my major which is almost done. If I can just be strong and make it through this semester I will be in good shape to graduate in the spring.

I'm going to Chicago for spring break to go shop/ see Wicked and I am beyond excited for that! I am going with my 2 roomies and Evan and we didn't originally plan for the roommates to go but they are staying at the same place Evan and I are so we decided to join forces, and evan got me wicked tickets for Valentines day so I am SO EFFING READY

right now I am just so burnt out on school that I just wanna quit and I want to quit my job but I need the money. College has helped me grow a lot as a person and it kicks high school butt but I am just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo STRESSED and ready to move on to the next phase.

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and the rain washes away your tears [22 Jan 2008|11:34am]
[ mood | stressed ]

This new year seems to have brought sad things. Rusty McDonald who was a wonderful guy and wonderful friend passed away a few weeks ago from, what else? Cancer. And then my mom calls yesterday to tell me my step aunt Joanne died yesterday from a heart failure by diabetes.

It seems like everyone I know is dying....it's been hard. It all started with Evans grandpa then Sarah O'neil and the list keeps growing.

On top of that I am VERY busy and VERY stressed this semester. I have a ton of group project which I hate! Tonight I start the rush thingy for Epsilon Sigma Alpha. I don't really care a whole lot about joining but it will look good on my resume and I am trying to bulk that up as much as I can.

Work is work, I clean tables so it is mind numbingly easy but so boring and everyone there is a mad smoker and they hate their lives!

It is so cold out I can't handle it! My skin is dry and gross and I hate it haha.

I guess this entry is kind of a rant because I'm having a bad month I guess. I should be more grateful but sometimes it's hard to stay positive when bad things keep happening..

Off to go to class that will cheer me up *HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*


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boredom and project runway [19 Dec 2007|07:30pm]
[ mood | bored ]

So I am at home and I am bored out of my mind. There is not a new episode of my beloved Project Runway and that makes me sad!!!!!!!!

I drove back to Knightstown Saturday during the "blizzard" hahaha! And I am heading back home to Muncie on the 29th of December so I will have about 9 days before classes.

I am so freaked out about this semester....18 credit hours, work, and Epsion Sigma Aplha (it's this leadership sorority thing I got invited to) EEK! Stress.

No idea what I am getting for Christmas...I kind of hope I am getting a little flat screen tv for my room but I'm not sure if that will happen.

I renewed my lease for Windermere Place Apartments for next year so whoo hoo!

Parents are redoing the kitchen and by that I mean tearing out cabinents, all new appliances etc so good luck to them!

I am going to Anderson tomorrow to buy one last minute gift for Grandpa Harris he is the only one I have left to buy a Christmas gift for. Then Friday Evan and I are going to go see Enchanted because I think it looks cute!

Sunday I am going to Evans house to unwrap some Christmas gifts early and then of course Christmas day after my family thing at my house I'm heading to Greenfield to Mollie and Jills house to unwrapp the presents they got me so that will be fun, I go to 3 different places and open gifts three different times hahaha!

Okay so yeah, I am bored so there ya go I am writing.


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[17 Sep 2007|04:55pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I am sick with a horrible cold

I have 3 tests this week

I hate school

that is all

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uh [02 Sep 2007|12:29pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

I'm extremely bored and feel like crap

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Movin' on up! [19 Aug 2007|03:55pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

Well, I don't think anyone reads this but I don't care! I am all moved into my apartment whoooo hoooo! Finally not living at home anymore...well...at least not for a couple of years lol! I have 2 roommates, Blake (yes she is a girl lol) and Katie. They are both nice, we all three work so ya...we harldy see each other. Blake has a dog named Harley and he is TOO CUTE!

Dad's b-day is the 25th of this month and that is when I am hauling my cat up here to live with me! hooray! Classes start tomorrow...yuck!

I start my new job at the Atrium on Tuesday. I work Tuesdays and Thursday's 4-8 pm and every other saturday from 10-2 whoo hooo! All I do on Tuesdays and Thursdays is laundry...that is it lol and on Saturdays I make sandwhiches and salads.

Bought my communter pass so I can park close to my classes. The drive from Windermere ( my apt complex) and Bsu is like 15 min or something depending on traffic.

That is all


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F-U-N [21 Apr 2007|10:09am]
[ mood | excited ]

It's a BEAUTIFUL DAY! It's warm, the sun is shining, the Ball State squirrels are playing love it! I am about to go to Ryan and Holly's wedding reception in good ol' Knightstown. I'm pretty excited about it beause I am going to see a lot of old friends! Heidi, Adrianna, Sarah, John, Holly...it's going to be an amazing affair! The only sad thing is I think I'm going to miss Zane and that makes me sad. Zane is my giant friend...seriously...he is 6'5 I LOVE HIM! But hopefull I can catch him and John before they head back to Manchester.

I think Heidi, Adrianna, and some others are all going out to eat after the reception so that will fun as well.

I'm dropping off a bunch of my junk at home because, ya, 2 more weeks and it's OUT OF THE DORMS FOREVER! Praise the lord! I get to see Josephine and that makes me happy because I love my cat! Oh, and Daisy and Millie too....my parents lol.

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Tragic [17 Apr 2007|08:14am]
[ mood | confused ]

All my thoughts and prayers go out to everyone involved in the Virginia Tech tragedy....may they rest in peace!

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zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz [16 Apr 2007|06:00am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

It's 8 am and I am sitting in the most boring class EVER! Philosophy 100 people...OMG NEVER take this class. My prof is kinda okay, he is from Uganda and he talks cool and I like it! His name is Dr. Kalumba aka Dr. K. However the class is just about rantings and ramblings of Rosenburg and Descartes...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. The only reason I'm taking this class is because I need an elective.

I am in LOVE with my new laptop. It's an amazing Sony Vaio and it's wonderful!

My dorm is SO HOT! The heater is broken and it constantly blows hot air. Now, as many of you know I am alway cold...however I am burning up it's so hot so that should tell you something!

"No, tricks, no secrets, no surprises" oh lord, it Dr. Kalumba says that one more time!

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Bored [12 Apr 2007|08:37am]
[ mood | productive ]

I'm in my FCSFC 360 class and I'm very bored so I thought I would UPDATE! I love this class but today I'm just not feelin' it! Today we are talking about relationships and different ways of healthy communication. This class is Family Relations so it's very interesting!

Holly and Ryan are now Mr. and Mrs. Hammer so I will be going to there wedding banquet thing at my church! Also, Steve Molls step mom passed away on easter morning and that's sad, I know they weren't close but it's still very sad.

Had a WONDERFUL easter, I went to church with my family and Evan. Had easter lunch with the fam and evan then we went to Evan's family and saw them before we went back to BSU. Evan's Grandpa isn't doing very well, he is in the wheelchair all the time now and he is just very weak and sick. HOpefully he will feel better soon because I LOVE HIM! Vonabelle was there...the woman is my hero so that was happy.

I have a C in Math 125 PRAISE THE LORD! I just want to pass the class and move on with my life!

Mom is comming tomorrow to have lunch with me, then I am going to see Disturbia with Kourtney, Meg, Laura, Jack, Evan, Stacey, Megan, and Kate so that will be FUN!

Katie, Evan's sister, is going to Franklin so hooray for that, I think she will enjoy it there.

It's snowing today hardcore and it sucks....but after this I just have one more class to go then I am DONE!

I'm so happy that I am getting my apartment next year and that after this year I am DONE WITH THE DORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay well that's all for now I think!

Much LOVE...OH, only 3 more weeks until I'm a JUNIOR!


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Ding Dong the dell is dead! [27 Jan 2007|01:34pm]
Yes, the title says it all! My dell laptop is NO MORE as most of you know I hated that computer with a passion it was evil! I now have a sony vaio laptop....it's silver I named her Sunny. So yeah I am very happy. My dad kinda had to get me one because I need a computer for school etc so when my dell finally died (nothing to do with it....) I was like mwhahahahhha!My parents are in Key West til February, my beloved cat Josephine is at the vet :( sad but they willl take good care of her and I have called like every day to check on her lol! Ummm what else...I have an apartment now, I move in August 16th I'm in apartment 229 Marino Drive yay!

Hmm....I'm taking math right now so BUH to that, along with Philosopy, Family relations, Public Speaking and Business speech, and Mythologies of the world (God never take this it is HORRIBLE)

I think Evan's parent's are comming here tomorrow to move some of Evan's stuff home, Stuart (evans roommate) moved in with Steve Moll because he hates stu west lol so Evan has his own room for now but I think he will be living with Chris because he can't afford a single room.

The Grudge 2 comes out in February...BUY IT because it's AMAZING

I think that is all for now!


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Pink Roses and Diet Tea [10 Sep 2006|08:20pm]
[ mood | creative ]

HELLO EVERYONE! Yes, yes, I have not written on here in FOREVER! Okay sooo what has happened. Well I am back at Ball State, second year and it's going quite a year I can tell. I can't believe how fast time is going...in 2 more years I will be done it's insane...I almost wish I had more time sometimes, mainly to figure out what I want to do. I may have an idea, a child therapist, they help kids who are going through some rough stuff, mainly when they have a parent who is sick. It may sound stupid but I know what it's like to have a parent who is sick so maybe I can relate better...I don't know I'm just thinking about it.

I'm not in Sigma Kappa anymore, it's' just so expensive and I'm trying to save for an apartment and I just don't have the time. It's sad but I am still really close with all my friends that I made there, they are amazing!

Evan and I will be dating for 2 years next month...that's insane as well, I can't believe it's been this long. It's been an amazing thing and I'm enjoying ever minute of it.

My birthday is soon YAY lol I will be 20...no longer a teen...I'm so old lol

My roommate and I get along soooooooooooo much better than my roommate last year! that makes me happy happy!

I'm going to try really hard to raise my GPA this year, I mean, I have a B but I really want it to be higher so that when I go in to get an internship I will have a better chance to get in. Evan is thinking of changing his major to accounting, I think that would be a good move because there is always a demand for them.

I went to see the John Mayer and Sheryl Crow concert Friday night and that was nothing short of amazing! I loved it John Mayer was really really really really good.

I am going to go through a bit of a detox this week. Six days of nothing but fruits and veggies and water....I want to clean my system of the toxins lol.

All for now



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[09 Apr 2006|08:51pm]
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APRIL FOOLS [01 Apr 2006|12:49pm]
[ mood | curious ]


Name / Username:

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Okay, so right now I am at the Paddock while Evan is having a job interview YAY! And I just came from my Aunt Edna's funeral which is sad :( and ummm after this Evan and I are going to Indy to pick up some suits he got and going to Fry's store to get me some speakers!
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[07 Feb 2006|02:53pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

Your Birthdate: September 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.
You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.
Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.
You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.

Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone

Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge

Your power color: Cobalt blue

Your power symbol: Dove

Your power month: September

Your Pimp Name Is...

Sugar Butt Money

YES! MY PIMP NAME KICKS ASS!....Now if only I had an ass :(
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[30 Jan 2006|09:52pm]
[ mood | sympathetic ]

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Had this dream of someone.....he still haunts me...this song reminds me of him so I thought typing it would let me forget it. Sorry this was a weird post.

Love you


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porkchops and applesauce [12 Jan 2006|04:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Okay so I'm watching the Brady Bunch because there is nothing on, I mean nothing, and the Brady Bunch is on! And I forgot how FUNNY it is! Like the episode was on where Peter Brady tries to have another accent and he goes "Porkchops and applesauce" SO FUNNY! I know you have to hear it to understand...but trust me...IT'S FUNNY!

All I have done today is walk...walk I tell you it's insane! I actually had some homework today, I had to do a wellness test and an econ survey. Crazy! WOW! did you know that Kirsten Dunst thought it was gross to kiss Brad Pitt in Interview with a Vampire????????????/// WHAT THE HELL! HE IS BRAD PITT! NOTHING ABOUT HIM IS FREAKING GROSS! lol

Evan has a night class until 9 how much would that stink? eek!

Burn like a cigarette
All inside my head
Reminding me not to forget
Words, words I'd never say
Things along the way
Their telling me that I'm the best

'Cause your face it doesn't look like it did
You give away everything now that you've hid
You, you want to be only
To never get lonely
So you opened up your arms and took me in
And this our last goodbye
And this is a perfect lie
Told by someone that I used to know back then

Help, help is on the way
That's what they all say
It's a thing that they don't know
'Cause I, I know everything
And maybe it's just a ring
But that won't make me let it go

Look at your face it doesn't look like it did
You give away everything now that your here
You, you want to be only
To never get lonely
So you opened up your arms and let me in
And this our last goodbye
And this is a perfect lie
Told by someone that I used to know back then

Look at your face doesn't look like it did
You hide your love
But your not willing now to give, willing now to give
You, you want to be only
To never get lonely
So you opened up your arms and let me in
And this our last goodbye
And this is a perfect lie
Told by someone that I used to know back then

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[15 Dec 2005|11:45pm]
[ mood | amused ]

my pet!

my pet!

my pet!

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